I have alot of questions to ask you, but you dun have to reply.
Why are you still calling me and talking to me? R u pitying me?
Are you treating me as a spare tyre?
Why did you move on so fast even we had so much memories together?
Why when we meet, I still feel tt there is a chance?
Why do you give me the hot and cold treatment?
Am I dreaming? To think tat there's hope?
Why am I still holding on when you both look perfect and happy?
What you mean by lets save each other trouble?
Are you treating me good because of guilt?
Why can't you give me a chance?
The truth hurts, but lies sucks too. We are living in reality.
Not in our own fantasy and dreams.
Everyone is acting to live one day by one day.
Dun you think so?
Are people evil by nature or by the world influences?
Did God created them like that or they are being nurture by their surrondings?
Everyone is trying to survive, to be a survivor?
For wat? To still know that you will still die in the end?
Or its for us to build memories, sufferings, feelings and experiences?
Im just thinking too much again.
*flew by
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1:26 PM
Friday, October 03, 2003
Another new day.
Another day of shit.
And I'm still pretending, or acting.
Time passes so slow when i'm alone.
But why time pass so fast when you are with the one u love.
Its life?
There's alot of people in the same boat as I am.
Maybe this is life.
Lets just row the boat together, slowly?
Maybe this will jus kill the time.
I'm not warrior,giving up so easily.
Worn out so easily.
*flew by @
2:14 PM
Wednesday, October 01, 2003
Today was an angry day.
Had this death quiz,
I will die like at the age 59, my others friends are like 80+.
30 yrs different. *tsktsk
But I want to die earlier, suffer even less. :)
They said I will most pro die of cancer,
but I can predict that I most pro will die of anger or suicide.
Anyway some people jus gets on my nerves and I almost go crazy.
REALLY. I almost did la.
It seems like i quarrelled with alot of people today or
I was angry with alot of people.
Now my fone has problem.
cannot msg. argh* wadeva.
*flew by @
9:15 PM
Tuesday, September 30, 2003
I moved on.
I'm happy.
HAHAHA..
I'm so excited, yeah!
*flew by @
11:19 PM
Monday, September 29, 2003
Please don't ask me abt my results, thank you.
*Smile
Dont feel like talking and thinking abt it.
All I want now is to improve. *sigh
Music is uploaded in my blog.
Whiteflag;dido
nice. :)
Mood keep swinging, one moment crying, the next laughing.
Oh ya,
Symptoms of Depression
+persistent sadness or unhappiness
+lethargy
+loss of interest in previously enjoyable activities
+irritability
+sudden change in appetite
+disruption of normal sleep pattern
+physical discomfort
+difficulty thinking;concentrating
+thoughts of suicide or death
Got most of the shit, am i having?
Nah, mood swings.
//hotcoldtreatmentsfromyousucks
*flew by @
10:40 PM
//sunday
Sentosa trip today.
Comes my Mens. :)
Heard of ADVANCED TECHNOLOGY?
Ya, Tampon. lol
BTW, I dun see myself getting darker. OH WADEVA.
Mood still swinging, now something added to my load.
MENS CRAMPS. :)
Another shit, prelim results tmr. GREAT.
But now slp. :)
*my entry has many smiling face.
*flew by @
12:07 AM
//whiteflag;Dido
I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
I'll tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "It's over"
Then I'm sure that that makes sense
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
And when we meet
As I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
*flew by @
12:02 AM
