I have learn to give up.
Ya, I learn to give up.
What I want to say,
I have already said.
If it doesn't touch your heart,
then maybe I should not waste anymore of ur tym
If I did,
give me a sign.
//i wonder u read my blog, but its for you
you take care of her,
she deserve you more than I do.
you can do much more impossible things with her, instead of me.
thank you, and I wish you all the best.
*flew by
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4:28 PM
Wednesday, September 17, 2003
Prelims was difficult,
Maths Paper 2 was really difficult.
I even had a dream abt it,
abt me not finishing, and the fact tat I can do.
dreaming abt all my mistakes.
IT WAS A NIGHTMARE.
A scary one.
My tummy is doing shit on me again.
Been vomitting. Fuck the tummy can.
Hope it can better.
Don't want to see a doctor again,
especially the O's is drawing near.
tata,stopping here. so lazy.
//would you try to defend me?
if someone says something bad abt me?
I doubt so.
But if it was me, I will.
*flew by @
10:16 PM
Tuesday, September 16, 2003
Am i an intruder?
Am I the third party?
Am I the one preventing you from moving on?
Am I the past and not the future?
That kiss lingers in my mind.
I'm not forgetting it.
I long for another.
That kiss gave me energy, strength and those memories.
Your love had bought me high up
where I can experience and see beautiful wonders
and where no one else can bring me up to.
I love her, but does she knows?
*flew by @
11:26 AM
Sunday, September 14, 2003
My eyes are afraid to meet yours.
I don't know why.
When my eyes met yours,
It will make me remember everything we shared.
I will tell myself not to cry,
especially not in front of you.
When I see you,
I don't want to do anything else,
But to do is hug you
and to kiss you.
Maybe then u will feel the love,
but i'm afraid of rejection,
especially its from you.
But I'm afraid if I don't do those,
I will never have the chance to do it again.
//the.day.you.went.away
*flew by @
10:39 PM
