Please dont call her names
because she is not like that.
Its only my saddness doing shit on me.
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I wonder what are you doing?
I wonder when would you call me again?
I wonder what is your mind thinking?
I wonder if you still have feelings for me?
How hard I try, I still can't get you back.
Sometimes, You can bring me high up,
And one min later, you can make me fall.
I want to cry my heart out,
and when I cry finish, I will be okay.
But I feel even worst, no matter how hard i cry,
till my tears dried up, I'm still not okay.
I'm such a failure, I'm such a fool.
I deeply in love with you, so deeply,
until I can't pick myself up,
until I only see things in black and white.
There's no more colors in my life,
No matter how hard I paint,
is still black.
//can.you.give.me.answers,i.need.it.badly
*flew by
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12:33 AM
Wednesday, September 10, 2003
Oh happy birthday my darling vern,
hope u have a wonderful birthday,
dont have the same birthday as mine`.
i love u loads, *muacksmuacks
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I lie awake at night,
to only see things in black and white
I only got you inside my mind,
you know you have made me blind?
You sent me up to heaven
I was safe and loved there
Then you pushed me down the ladder
Now you just left me here
Maybe it was my own fault
Maybe i just tripped and fell
To blame an angel tempts me now
Baby please take me up again
I should be happy?
Whats wrong with me?
//you.r.my.pretty.boy
*flew by @
1:56 PM
Monday, September 08, 2003
If you would be me for one day,
you will know how hard I try to be happy.
You will know how I go on with life.
We should switch bodies,
maybe den I know, why did u move on.
maybe den I will learn to give up.
If I were you,
then I will know how beautiful she is, in your eyes.
then I will know why you choose her instead of me.
I haven give up on u because I still don't know why should I.
*flew by @
8:18 PM
