It took 7 months for me to get over a 1 month relationship.
Now it will take me 7 years to get over you.
I will see you in 7 years tym, 070810....
Meanwhile, I will wait.
//Im Never Gonna Leave Your Side
I feel like a song without the words
A man without a soul
A bird without its wings
A heart without a home
I feel like a knight without a sword
The sky without the sun
cos you are the one
I feel like a ship beneath the waves
A child that lost its way
A door without a key
A face without a name
I feel like a breath without the air
And every day's the same
since you've gone away
I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
yeah
and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
cos when I'm lying in your arms
I know im home
They tell me that a man can lose his mind
Living in the pain
The call in times gone by
The crying in the rain
You know ive wasted half the time
And i'm on my knees again
till you come to me
yeah
I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face
There are no words that could describe how I miss you
and I miss you everyday
yeah
and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
I lay my head against your heart
I know im home
I know im home
I know im home
and I'm never gonna leave your side
and I'm never gonna leave your side again
still holding on girl
I won't let you go
cos when im lying in your arms
i know im home
*flew by
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5:38 PM
Friday, August 29, 2003
You moved on, but I didnt because I don't want to.
Everyone tell me to, I should listen to them.
But I still hold on even thou I see a dead end in this path
Why bother to torture myself?
But I still hold on because I believe what my hearts tell me so.
Now I hope there will be a miracle, that it is true.
Do everything to hurt me, It won't work.
I'm a stubborn girl. I will hold on to what I believe.
I know that the dream won't come true,
And I will fall real hard to the floor,
Why did I do all these to torture myself,
Maybe it is because of love.
Or it is sillyness?
Or because of love, I do silly things.
//All the things I should of known
If I had been there to wipe your tears
Then no one else would be around
If I had been there to cradle your fears
We'd still be together now, now
Wish I could be there to share your dreams
I wish that I could still deep down, baby
But you are gone and I'm here alone
And I sure do regret it now
Oh, yes I do
Said I really do
Oh, I'm missing you
Oh, I'm missing you, baby
Baby, I should have known
I should've cared just a little bit more
I shouldn't have listened to a word from the fellas
I shouldn't have let my sweetie go
Baby I, I want you to know
If I could take it back you know that I would
I'd give anything to get things back
Now that I know all the things I should have known
Ooh, baby (Baby, baby)
Ooh, baby girl (Baby, baby)
Shoulda been there with my baby every night
kissin' you and holding you so tight
How I wish that I could be with you right now
I'd give anything to see your smile, smile
But I'm all alone
And all the 'should've's in the world
They won't bring you back
And I'm the one to blame
I didn't know how to act
Or to save a love
And I sure do regret it, lady
Lady, lady, lady
I promise I won't ignore you
You'll never never never be alone, no
Just lean on me as your shoulder
Girl, I promise you I won't let you fall
Oh, yes I do, yeah, yeah
I'm missing you, I'm missing you, you baby
All the things I should have known
I should've should've should've known
All the things I should of known, oh
All the things I should
The things I should
The things I should have known
*flew by @
4:25 PM
Tuesday, August 26, 2003
Now when I look myself at the mirror.
All I can see is a desperate and irritating girl.
That reflection was me.
I'm not the Cheryl I used to be.
I let my emotions controlled me.
I want to blame you but its better for you to know it yourself.
I want to do all I can do to win you back but I know it would be jus useless.
It takes two hands to clap.
I regretted for what I did. I should have done it better
but whats the point of saying now. there's no more chance.
Now all I want to do is what I want to do.
Just let this job be done smoothly.
//say.goodbye-s club 7
In the years to come
Will you think about these memories that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you
(chorus)
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in you heart
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts is the only way now
for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
'Coz true love never dies
In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner, no regerts
Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world, I'd make this last
(chorus)
And when you need my arms to run into
I'll comfort you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel
Sometimes goodbye, though it hearts in your heart
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts is the only way now
for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll missing your lovin' every day
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because the true love never dies
*flew by @
3:10 PM
Monday, August 25, 2003
My birthday is on wednesday,
i can really see that this year my birthday is gonna be bad.
No one knows how I really feel because you never experience this
the same as me, and you will never know.
This year is a bad year for me.
Nothing drives me to study, someone pls motivate me.
Let me run away, run away, run away....
There's so many things to say but sometime I have to think twice and say.
I can't say freely.. you know what i mean.
Now i wish***
//If you ever feel the need
Ever since we said goodbye
I've been trying not to wonder why
But I still find myself counting the days
Did we really have to close the door
Can't deny that I'm not so sure
Cause I'm still feeling you in so many ways
I tried so hard to say goodbye
I tried to let you go
But after all is said and done
I've gotta let you know
If ever you feel the need to hold me
If ever you find your heart still cares
Anytime, anyplace
You can call me
You know I'll be there (Know I'll be there)
If ever your world is cold and lonely
And you need love to call your own
Don't you know that my heart's always open
You're never alone (never alone)
You're never alone
I listen to the falling rain
Sometimes I think I hear your name
And I wish on a star to bring you back to me
Oh baby, But wishes don't make dreams come true
And dreams are all I have of you
I guess that my heart is too blind to see
Wherever life may lead your heart
One thing I swear is true
You'll never have to walk alone
Cause I'll be here for you
If ever you feel the need to hold me
If ever you find your heart still cares
Anytime, anyplace
You can call me
You know I'll be there (I'll be there)
If ever your world is cold and lonely
And you need a love to call your own
Don't you know that my heart's always open
You're never alone (never alone)
Ooh, I'll be right there for you baby
Baby
When your world is falling down (Falling down)
And there's not a friend around
Take a look right here beside you
Cause that's where I'll be found
That's where I'll be found
If ever you feel the need to hold me
If ever you find your heart still cares
Anytime, anyplace (Anytime, anyplace)
You can call me (You can call me)
You know I'll be there (You know that I'll be there)
If ever your world is cold and lonely
And you need a love to call your own (Love to call your own)
Don't you know that my heart's always open (My heart's always open)
You're never alone (You're never alone)
When you need me you can call my name
To help you make it through the fallin' rain
You know that you can count on me (You can count on me)
To stand beside you faithfully
When you need me you can call my name
To help you make it through the fallin' rain
You know that you can count on me (Whenever you need me)
To stand beside you faithfully
*flew by @
2:17 PM
