Wednesday, June 18, 2003
//friends
Izzit true that people that are 5 years older den u,
cannot be friends with you.
Do they act as if they are really friends with you
but behind ur back, they tell people that you kept bugging them,
trying to hang out with them when it is impossible?
Maybe I should hang out with my age people,
KIDS, as they named us that?
This is what I feel now, when i'm with them.
How i wish it is not true.
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//gf
its a special day,
but we couldn't go out on that special day.
I understand, i really do.
Sometimes I really hope to spend time with her alone.
Doing things.
Fantasy>>
together shopping, eat in a simple place, eating ice-cream?
hugging her, just simple, spend time with her.
Go clubbing together and show everyone that I got a wonderful gf.
My gf is beautiful, perfect, and wonderful.
I'm proud of her.
But it seem impossible.
Everyone asked where's my gf, i want to say, "she is here..."
i'm asking too much.
Nvm.
*flew by
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11:36 PM
//friends
Izzit true that people that are 5 years older den u,
cannot be friends with you.
Do they act as if they are really friends with you
but behind ur back, they tell people that you kept bugging them,
trying to hang out with them when it is impossible?
Maybe I should hang out with my age people,
KIDS, as they named us that?
This is what I feel now, when i'm with them.
How i wish it is not true.
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//gf
its a special day,
but we couldn't go out on that special day.
I understand, i really do.
Sometimes I really hope to spend time with her alone.
Doing things.
Fantasy>>
together shopping, eat in a simple place, eating ice-cream?
hugging her, just simple, spend time with her.
Go clubbing together and show everyone that I got a wonderful gf.
My gf is beautiful, perfect, and wonderful.
I'm proud of her.
But it seem impossible.
Everyone asked where's my gf, i want to say, "she is here..."
i'm asking too much.
Nvm.
*flew by
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11:36 PM
Nothing to talk abt.
[dead]
mood swings.
bye.
*flew by @
7:27 PM
Sunday, June 15, 2003
*w i s h . l i s t*
[1] Granny to be fine soon
[2] Army Green bikini
[3] Naval stud (butterfly)
[4] Tops, (topshop,mango,toss,others?)
[5] Many duckies. *giggles
[6] Spent more time with my gf.
My gf told me that stroke is really hard to recover.
Her granny died one yr after the stroke,
I'm afraid. Is she going to die one year later?
Is she not going to celebrate with me on my 18th birthday?
Friends? Do they really love u?
Or they gossip something behind ur back?
Just giving a "fake" face to you.
I'm thinking too much man..
Shut up cheryl, cheryl shut up.
//im.not.catching.up.with.time
*flew by @
6:37 PM
