//h o p e . a n d . f a i t h
when i look at my granny,
and i wld try to hold back my tears.
but i can't, tears just keep flowing
it tears me down to see her in this state.
it hurts so much.
she coulld hardly open her eyes to look at me,
damn the hopsital, for being so strict,
my aunts and mu uncles were tired,
having sleepless nights,
but in their minds,
this is what they want to do.
spend more time with her.
grandpa could only cry in his bed,
he couldn't visit her,
he was too weak, and he could hardly see.
it hurts to see my grandparents in this state.
the grandsons and granddaughters could just wait at home,
wait for the news they received from their parents.
Now we could only wait, and do the best we can.
If there is a lord above,
bless them.
its not the time to die.
give them the strength to live on.
//tears.just.keep.flowing
*flew by
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4:28 PM
Thursday, June 05, 2003
/me worried
my granny met an accident last night.
worried. I lost one, now i dun want to lose another one.
i am not ready. i'm really not ready
hope she is feeling fine now..
*praying hard for her
this few weeks, i been losing things,
things that i don't want to lose.
such as my puppy, money.
argh..
i want to hold on tight, don't want them to go.
my chinese o's is coming, i am still not ready.
not ready.
why am i always not ready.
why doesn't time give way?
if i can ever have super natural power,
i will stop time.
Coz i can't catch up, catch up with the reality.
//you're still the one
*flew by @
1:23 PM
Tuesday, June 03, 2003
My motto:
s t u d y . h a r d
i want to study real hard, get good results
den i will have more choices to choose.
No distraction. Must self discipline.
Get it done and over with.
I will get good results if i work hard.
Reward will be given for hardwork
and a good future ahead.
Don't want to waste time.
Hey, if anyone thinks that i am lazying ard and not doing my work,
scold me and remind me that i got a motto.
Nag at me if possible, *looks at pat. *giggles
Chinese, a subject i hate most.
A subject that is so easy for others, like a pea to them,
to me, it seems like a giant, stepping on to me.
But now its the other way round.
"im going to step on u, u pea, chinese."
L A M E ?
I can do it!!!
//bitch
*flew by @
12:16 AM
Sunday, June 01, 2003
izzit cute, this is the only pup left.
argh.
//fucked.up
*flew by @
3:28 PM
