i will study.
dun have to worry.
if i fail, who cares, its my life.
you don't have to bother.
argh.
do i look like the kind that don't study.
maybe i do.
ya wadeva~
i am not a big baby.
i dont need you guys to be concern abt me.
i dun need it.
F U C K . O F F
*flew by
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4:53 PM
Friday, May 23, 2003
>>god.must.have.spent.a.lil.more.tym.on.you//yes,you
>>a.beautiful.picture.but.i.don't.know.why.it.became.ugly.
how i wish i was just having a nightmare.
how i wish it was me sleep, but it isn't.
how i wish that was not what u want.
now all i want is that my wishes would come true.
what i see in my paper,
it was you
what my mind been thinking
it was you
what i hope to live with
it was you
it was perfectly fine,
it was sweet.
it was nice.
til we talk abt that topic.
//problems.linger.in.my.mind
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9:57 AM
Wednesday, May 21, 2003
//cheryl looks at the mirror
*shake head.
i am going to be on diet.
dun tempt me with food.
i am not fated with food.
Going to have a diet plan.
Going to have a saving plan.
Kill two birds with one stone? lolx
Don't tell me that I am not fat cause you guys haven been seeing me.
So shhhh...
You guys must support me ehx?
I want to go Zouk to see the butch hunt.
But i am so underage.
Haiz. Not fated.
Most of my friends are 18.
Lucky bitches.
Dun think of butch hunt!!!
//e x a ms . su ck s // i ha t e . st u dy in g //
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9:54 PM
Tuesday, May 20, 2003
//pimples outburst
had many papers for the past two days?
No comments to the papers. Really no comments.
The topics that i really studied hard didn't come out.
Only 1/3 came out. Wadeva
wadeva.wadeva.wadeva.wadeva.wadeva.wadeva
having many paper coming ahead.
planning to tell my mum dun expect good results from me.
today,some.idiots.are.crazy,
its.such.a.hot.weather,and
four.malay.boys.was.wearing.sweater!?!?!!
my.discipline.master.was.scolding.them.crazy.in.front.of.the.whole.sch.
how.retarded.can.the.boys.be.to.wear.a.sweater.at.such.a.hot.day.in.an.open.space
fuck.de.weather.is.so.bloody.hot.humid.argh.
while.i.was.doing.my.paper.i.keep.sweating.like.mad.dog.
how.to.concentrate?argh.fuck.the.weather.
need.to.tan.my.skin.is.peeling.til.it.is.so.uneven.
argh.no.time.to.tan.
why.does.the.sun.comes.when.u.dun.want.them.
and.the.sun.disappears.when.u.want.them
[this.is.life]
~wadeva~
//weather.sucks.paper.sucks.//bah
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2:47 PM
Sunday, May 18, 2003
::simplicity::
i never felt so much for any person before.
Am i falling too deep, should I stop myself?
Before I hurt myself too deep?
Everyone ask,
Does lesbian love life last?
What do you think?
Everyone hopes it last, but its aibt impossible.
Everyone seeks for it.
Simplicity is what i seek for a relationship.
Memories is what I want to keep inside my heart.
Love me back the way I love you.
I don't ask for more.
//loving.u.so.much.til.im.ignoring.the.consequences
*flew by @
2:23 PM
