//SCREAMS..bitch having a bad hair day
I PERM MY HAIR!!!!
IT DUN LOOK GOOD.
*nods. REALLY
I practically look like an auntie,
I could really fit in, in the wet market
"Yes, yes..."
I feel like shaving bald.. NO GOOD!
People who actually went monks,
Yes, u saw my hair.
Admit it, it SUCKS.
Nevermind, what is done, is orendi done.
All i can do is to cut it short or remain...
Monks was as usual boring. Wats new ehx?
Bigger space. *nod.. really..
Had a lil fun.
Loads of unfamiliar faces in monks.
[you]
I don't know why,
i'm afraid that history might repeat,
it wld be hurting u over and over again.
I want you back but i'm so so afraid,
I'm not going to do anything.
Maybe this girl here doesn't deserve to be attach.
No one shld be with me, only leads to disappointment and heartbroken.
I know how it feels to be heartbroken and I dun wan you to feel this way.
I dun wan you to feel it again and again.
Move on, maybe someone out there deserve u better den me.
Haiz...
//cry
*flew by
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6:59 AM
Wednesday, April 30, 2003
//mood still swinging.
My classmate tot i was really crazy..
I was so nice to her today, den in the next min i lose my temper at her.
Mum is going Korea tonite..
It mean freedom for me now til Sunday.
BUT, with no cash.
Hope she have fun and take care.
*waves to mum
*giggles
I'm going to miss her
Er btw, when is Mother's day???
Went to PLMGSS yesterday.
So many many unfamiliar faces.
MANY MANY
Feel so weird when I step into PL.
Couldn't get to see my ex form teacher.
Couldn't get to see some of my friends.
Conclusion of the trip: Disappointment
Took neoprints..click -->+neoprints+
With Beatrice and Jess. =)
We dun really know how to use one of the neoprint and we look silly. Haha.
Brought Beat back to the school days, Neoprints freaks!
Upload all my recent fridae.pixs click--> +fridae.pix+
So not in love.
So not in the "mushy mushy words" mood
So not in the "i'm sorry" mood
JUST NOT IN THE MOOD LAR
[you]
You are just like my ex girlfriend.
*tsk
Izzit all the same kind??
all I just tend to attract this kind?
Dun use me anymore. Sick of it..
//bitch.gone.crazy//i.hate.you//i.miss.you//crying//laughing
*flew by @
8:00 PM
Monday, April 28, 2003
//*beams
Loads of mixed feelings inside but overall feeling happy.
Nothing actually happened in my life. *what will.
but people ard me are having what they really wants! *giggles
Feeling great for them. I dunno why.
The weather is always raining.
Whats wrong with the man above??
Why is he making the weather so sad.
It will always affect the people around.
Now I just feel like standing in the rain,
Feeling the rain, the raindrops touching my skin.
I'm having mood swings.
REAL BAD ones.
I'm now really feeling so depressed like i am so alone.
Why is my mood swinging so bad.
My mens is not coming so soon!! WHY?
Why am i tearing for?? For who???
These tears are meant to be who?
What happen to me??
I am crying,
den I'm laughing,
den I'm quiet,
den i'm noisy,
den i'm crazy,
den i'm feeling loved.
den i'm feeling rejected.
*ARGH
[pulls out her hair]
To my frenz that are upset >>
Cheer up, and get up, it is not the end of the road.
There are loads more to go.
No matter what, I will be there for you.
I know how it feels to be no one beside you.
//loving.u.in.slience.wld.be.the.best
*flew by @
1:19 PM
