Wednesday, April 23, 2003
>>L e t t i n g . g o
Letting go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't take responsibility for someone else.
Letting go is not cutting others off, but the realization I can't control others.
Letting go is not enabling but allowing others to learn from natural consequences.
Letting go is admitting powerlessness, which means that the outcome is not in my hands.
Letting go in not to try to change or blame another; it is making the most of myself.
Letting go is not to care for but rather it is caring about others.
Letting go is not to diagnose but to support.
Letting go is not judging others but is allowing them to be a fallible human being.
Letting go refuses to arrange or guarantee results and allows others to make choices that determine their own destinies.
Letting go refuses to protect others from reality but encourages one to face the facts.
Letting go refuses to nag, scold, or argue but instead searches out my own short comings and corrects them.
Letting go is not regretting the past but growing and living for the future.
Letting go is fearing less and loving more.
//letting.go.of.you...but.you.never.left my.heart.
*flew by @
11:56 PM
You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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*wat the hell...
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No 2.4km today. =)
*giggles.
Today most of my teachers are on course,
I'm practically doing work that my teacher gave.
Sleep, listen to radio.
Three of my close friends didn't come. I'm so lonely can.
Conclusion is, its a boring day
I cut my hair yesterday,
TRIM, Everyone dun freak out.
I dunno, i got a feeling that my hair looks like mushroom head.
*giggles.
I was wondering why everyone can blog so much and i practically have nothing to write abt.
Oh ya, I need tutors for any subjects. It wld really be great if it is chinese.
I seriously need a chi tutor. *nod
I had oral today, a try out oral with my chi teacher.
*shakes head.
I look at the paper, 3/4 of the words I dunno how to read.
Conversation, nothing to say abt,
She knows that I know I'm going to get 0 for my oral if this goes on.
"yes, yes..." I will try must practice.
//blog later.*got crazy
*flew by @
3:30 PM
*Nods
I know hate is not a good thing to do. But that is what I am feeling.
I realised I got alot of enermies.. *shake head.
Came home from there.
My heart seems to lighten from tonnes of weight and worries.
At least I said the last goodbye. I wun regret. =)
I'm having my 2.4km today or ltr in the morning.
I been really really smoking, smoking til like there is no tmr.
Never been training and I'm still aiming to get Gold this year.
Cheryl, Dream on~
[Tue]
Was a long and draggy day.
Time seem to pass very slow.
School was boring. My eyes never fail to close, trying to slp in klass.
Homework that never seems to stop. I didn't touch my work today.
Didn't have the time.
I realised I have wonderful friends like u.
A lil msg from you, make me smile. =)
*giggles.
READ this >>> ::snickers
They made me laugh til my jaws feel like dropping.
You guys should also join our fun.
The more the merrier!
//i.still.do.hate.you.i.will.make.u.suffer
*flew by @
1:15 AM
Monday, April 21, 2003
>>simply I wanna say to you
i . h a t e . y o u
three simple words could describe how much I feel for you.
>>t h a n k . y o u
btw::jay,chase,me,ash,kel and the rest had a combined blog. >>snickerz
*flew by @
8:18 PM
M
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Ps:
Especially for Unwanted Guest
Thankyouverymuch
Ur presence is not needed here
Love,Cheryl
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